This is a reprint of the article Tony Ortega published yesterday in order to get the word out as broadly as possible. If you are in the NY area, would love to see you at the premiere.
[Today’s guest post is by Geoff Levin]
What would you do if every day you woke up to a nightmare? Mine was being trapped in a cult for 46 years.
In 2019 my brother Robbie Levin and I started producing the full length documentary Brothers Broken about our years in music and Scientology. The film debuts with its east coast premiere in the prestigious Dances With Films festival that celebrates independent film with events in Los Angeles and New York. It’s having its New York festival this coming weekend at the Regal Theatre in Union Square. And two of my heroes who influenced my escape from Scientology will be there: Tony Ortega and Mike Rinder, who will both be taking part in the Q&A after the screening.
Back on August 30, 2011, I read my first article by Tony on Scientology, then at the Village Voice. The title of it was: “Tommy Davis, Scientology Spokesman, Secretly Recorded Discussing ‘Disconnection’.” (In 2021 Tony re-posted that piece here at the Bunker.)
For the previous three years I had been mired in deep depression with no end in sight. And I was still a Scientologist.
I was forbidden to read anything critical written by ex-Scientologists and Suppressive Persons such as Mike Rinder and Jon Atack. Randomly I stumbled onto Tony’s article on Google news; the timing was perfect.
The Scientology pseudo-therapy had not worked at all to relieve my depression. The Advanced Organization in Los Angeles could no longer help me. Their solution was to assign volunteer caretakers to check on me every day; to get me to eat and exercise. I was agoraphobic, so the caretakers had a hell of a time getting me out of the house.
I was not eating and I was down to 124 lbs, from 165.
After three years of constant depression I was at a point that I did not care about the Scientology rules or anything else for that matter. So I said to myself, “What the fuck, Tony Ortega is a journalist and is writing about someone I personally know, Tommy Davis. So I’ll read his article in The Village Voice. After all he’s not an apostate, he’s a journalist.” Little did I know what would result.
I was impressed with the way Tony wrote about the self-help organization I had joined in 1968. He seemed to know things I knew from my first-hand observations. plus he knew more. I could not put down the article. After that I would check the Village Voice website every day. I devoured Tony’s articles when they showed up. This went on from September to November in 2011.
When not reading his articles I fell back in my depression. However, a strange thing was happening in those two month of revelations. I now looked forward to “something” every day.
Without knowing it, reading Tony’s articles was undermining my brainwashing. And on a bright sunny day in early November, I woke up and I was actually grateful to be alive. The depression was gone. Vanished. And I knew with complete clarity I was no longer going to be a part of the Scientology organization ever again.
After that I got the courage to start reading Mike Rinder’s blog. And I personally knew so many people in Mike’s articles.
And at the age of 67 I began the six-year journey deprogramming myself and digging out of the debt I was in from giving so much money to the church ($100,000 just to the IAS). My ex-wife and children were in Scientology and most of my friends were in. On the bright side, I now understood that my brother Robbie had been right when he sat me down in 1984 and tried to tell me truth about Hubbard and Scientology. I disconnected from him then. I thought he was nuts. So I contacted Robbie’s son Max, who immediately reached out to his dad, and Robbie emailed me. We reconnected. It was a joyous reunion.
As the years rolled by I became an avid follower of Chris Shelton, Jon Atack, Karen De La Carriere and other writers who had been on staff or in the Sea Org. For years I had done events for the church and saw the lies first hand. I became a source of information for Tony and Mike. In 2016 I was on the new PTS/SP course at Celebrity Centre. Being on course was so different now, seeing how Hubbard inserted material in his doctrines that were meant to manipulate and control me, not enlighten me. It was actually fun to do the course and pass with flying colors because I knew the inside skinny. Scientology was not the gospel truth.
As my confidence grew I reconnected with my band members in PEOPLE!, the group that had a hit record, “I Love You,” in 1968. Fifty years after that hit, we started to produce a new album. And I began thinking about how to tell our story. That’s when I started thinking about producing a documentary about our journey. And the film director I was working for (I was his composer) knew my story and he suggested we make a full length documentary. We named it Brothers Broken.
The next thing you know we had a crew, and Robbie was in full agreement to do it and he became the executive producer as well as being in it.
Now, twelve years after I began to wake up from my Scientology nightmare, our film Brothers Broken is screening at the Dances With Films festival in New York City Sunday Dec 3, at 11:15 am at the Regal Theatre in Union Square. Dances With Films is a top festival independent filmmakers, and I’m so excited that Tony and Mike will be there at the screening to take part in the Q&A with me. These were the first two writers to expose me to the truth about L. Ron Hubbard’s pseudo-religious philosophy. If you are anywhere in the New York area please come to my screening. I would love to see you there.
Come and be inspired by our story. “HOW ROCK & ROLL TRIUMPHED OVER THE CULT OF SCIENTOLOGY.”
— Geoff Levin
Over and Out says
Geoff Levin – We are looking forward to watching the documentary.
Thank you for sharing this story which will help others recover from
the adverse side effects from the Scientology cult mind controlling tactics.
The momentum of SPTV is picking up speed. Please continue with the You Tube videos. They all are very valuable
Geoff Levin – hope to see you on SPTV on all channels discussing your documentary.
Niels Martens says
Mike Rinder you we should have let you die
Mike Rinder says
That’s not very nice Niels.
Gary Webb says
No it isn’t. Sorry about that Mike. I’m glad you are alive, my mom died of cancer. And it is a horrible way to die.
Alcoboy says
No, it most certainly isn’t! Shame on you, Niels! You show yourself as the David Miscavige worshipping Scientologist that you are! Has Mike or any of us on this blog ever wished ill will on anyone? We even expressed condolences when Kirstie Alley died. Oh, excuse me, when she ‘dropped her body‘! Why don’t you go to your slimy org and give three cheers for LRH and leave us alone?
Mike Rinder says
He is not a Scientologist. Just gets a little lost sometimes.
Alcoboy says
I understand. Anyway, hope you’re doing well and happy holidays to you and yours!
Anonymous says
You are a class act, Mike. That speaks to who is in the right in this whole terrible situation.
Alcoboy says
Geoff, I am happy that you and your brother were able to reconnect after you disconnected from him. I am also happy that he welcomed you back with love and understanding. Best wishes to both of you!
Ms. B. Haven says
Geoff, my favorite part of your post was about you being on the PTS/SP course at Celebrity Centre while you were actively under the radar supplying info to uber-suppressives Mike and Tony. Apparently the infallible e-meters wielded by the course sups and word clearers weren’t detecting anything unusual going on with you. It would be interesting for you to elaborate about what you said when you graduated and had to share your mandatory wins. This would be followed by a hearty round of excessive clapping and hip-hip-horrays for the founder I’m sure.
Looking forward to seeing your film.
Alcoboy says
The e-meter is an absolute joke! I went through a church confessional and the auditor could only deduce that I was somehow PTS! I am preparing to undergo testing to see if there is undiagnosed autism or Asperger’s syndrome. This will be more effective than some auditor asking me for a time when I was implanted by aliens. No kidding! That was one of the auditing questions during the confessional!
Mary says
Wow. I am so thrilled (and grateful) for Geoff, his brother Robbie and all those involved in making and getting this film out. I hope one day I can see it; I am grateful for you all.
Congratulations.
Johnny Schaefer says
I’ve seen “Brothers Broken” and it’s both a terrific music documentary and an emotional journey with Geoff and Robbie. I’m grateful for the candid bravery involved in opening up in such a way.
SMoore says
Although I had already read about this on Tony’s blog, I’m happy to see it here, too. I only wish I could be there. Congratulations!
Dan Orloff says
“Brothers Broken” is a powerful film. A love story born out of a lot of pain. Congratulations Geoff!
Geoff Levin says
Mike thank you for posting the article. My story is just one of many people trapped in the cult who discovered your blog or Tony’s blog and almost like magic the the brainwashing started to evaporate.
I admire Your courage to tell the truth and Tony and you helped me tell my story.