My friend’s daughter minored in Spanish in college and says she occasionally dreams in Spanish. Dreaming in Sciospeak could be frightening. A lot of Sciospeak is Hubbard renaming observations of human behavior and mental activity so once the concept is learned it’s not unusual that the terminology sticks.
Alanzo once posted a topic called “How to stop thinking and feeling with Scientology” and even suggested a “process” on how to do it. Essentially is was becoming aware of scn terminology coming to mind and replacing it with King’s English.
Somewhere in scn I think I came across the idea that if you have a bad dream you can “end cycle” on it by thinking or saying “Cancelled!”. In another practice I once investigated it was suggested that dreams are just the mind dumping garbage. Creative dreaming might work for some people. Calmag with apple cider vinegar would be an “unusual solution” for a bad dream.
Thanks RB,
Good one.
Unfortunately I know a lot of people like you describe.
Most of them probably secretly think that the tech of course worked just not on them.As someone who was now supposedly superior because I had paid for and done an OTVIII, been there done that.
Just like they think that scientology is doing great everywhere especially Colombia just not in their own org or mission.
That’s the trick, isn’t it? They aren’t allowed to discuss their case with others or they might find out it doesn’t work for anyone!
Instead they just think there’s something wrong with them. But it they just pay a little more and work a little harder, they’ll pick it up in the next course. Or maybe the 13th time Davey makes them repeat a course, they’ll pick it up there.
“Regarding the insane” … here is some more INSANE SHIT written by L Ron Hubbard in his OT upper level scientology courses. Can you BELIEVE this shit? This is part of … a religion? ????
Reprinted per Fair Use Copyright Act:
“Regarding the insane, the probability is that a cluster is really dominated by one thetan who has “contaged” the rest of the cluster with some wild ideas – evil intentions. That’s when you run into the R/Ser on NOTs. And you may get the intention come off, if so note it in the worksheets. I wouldn’t do more with it than that. You’re taking the cluster down to basic mutual incident and blowing it, so then it is gone anyway. But you may have to get off the evil intention if it doesn’t just come flying off. The cluster could be held together by a mutual idea or evil intention received during an implant or heavy engram. In one instance an R/Sing cluster was listed for its evil intention, which successfully blew the cluster apart, and this could be done, but usually won’t have to be resorted to. More commonly when handling a cluster, an R/Sing cluster, you can run into the phenomenon of evil intentions coming off voluntarily, and you will see a list starting up in the worksheets. This is called to your attention, so that you will recognize it if it occurs and take the list to its BD F/N item. That can happen, and an auditor should be able to recognize when a pc is listing and handle it as a list. XDN actually applies. The bulk of Rock Slammers are probably clusters, and probably it’s one main BT in the cluster affecting the rest by wishing off his evil intention on them.” — L Ron Hubbard
What about Mr. Miscavige and OSA ScienNazi enforcers? How do you like seeing this material getting printed out in the open for all to see? ? This is just a TINY snippet of the kind of nutty shit people are paying hundreds of thousands of dollars for in scientology. Sick! Bet you’d LOVE to Fair Game me, wouldn’t ya little trench dwarf. Hey, I’m Fair gamin scientology. Turn abouts fair play….
” But you may have to get off the evil intention if it doesn’t just come flying off. The cluster could be held together by a mutual idea or evil intention received during an implant or heavy engram. In one instance an R/Sing cluster was listed for its evil intention, which successfully blew the cluster apart, and this could be done, but usually won’t have to be resorted to.”
Yo Dave,
Well good buddy, whadayasay? Do we need to list for it or are ya gonna cough it up? Maybe we won’t have to resort to applying yer fine tech on yerself to get that nasty cluster of a cult to blow apart.
Fully Understood Conceptual Knowledge Expertly Delivered sounds to me like a FOOLproof path to spiritual freedom!!!! To put this in acronymic form that we at this blog can all understand, the EP of FP is FUCKED. Thanks to you in RTC for all that you do.
Ah! The Chief Lab Rat vents forth from her test tube and path to nowhere, not forgetting her white coat smeared with the blood of animal experiments and residues of anti-depressants!
Never-in here, reading and watching everything I could for the last couple of years – and I still don’t have a handle on the plethora of acronyms or the convoluted jargon. It certainly reminds me of Orwell’s “Newspeak” only far worse and far more convoluted. Even when all the well-meaning exes like yourself post here, they sometimes throw the jargon and acronyms around (unintentionally of course) and I’m quickly lost (which doesn’t take much these days).
if some jargon or acronym seem important to you, search for the term + scientology and the definition often will be on the first page. Even as an ex-, I sometimes have to look some of that shit up. Of course, most of the time, I could have just passed it on by and still understood enough to get the gist of what was being said. Many of the terms are thrown out often enough in context to get a working understanding.
I remember ML from ’77. It’s on my recruiters scathing letter to me when I took a couple month trip to Alaska before joining SO. How about RA didn’t DM start that one?
I totally cannot get Scn nomenclature out of my head or in my speaking, even after 38 years. But I am apparently not alone with that affliction, eh guys?
It’s gone from mine, because for about 25 years, I made a concerted effort to act as though I had never heard of scientology until they started stalking me to try to “recover” me, so I had to act like people in the real world.
The funny thing (are you listening scientology: Until scientology decided they HAD to have me back, I still believed in scientology and LRH. After they started stalking me, I read “Piece of Blue Sky” and “Bare Faced Messiah” and well, yeah after you read either or both of those, and actually understand that you are not a “superior being” but an amazingly duped being, you can begin your road to discovery.
Frighteningly, though, I still understand the stupid manufactured foreign language built to separate the people from the real world. Now I just laugh when I hear it spoken.
Fortunately for me, I was coming out of a heavily indoctrinated Christian church. The manipulation Hubbard was using resonated with my past experiences and set off alarm bells in my head.
My public school district was heavy into several pamphlets and programs, that now I know were Scientology fronts.
Unfortunately, once Tubby is in your skull, completely eradicating him is nigh on impossible.
Kyle you said it! The fact is some are “Raised to Obey Without Question” the authoritarian figure….as in some very strict religions who keep the “flock” under educated & sequestered from the outside world which will “harm them”. Even the women are under their control to be used as their personal servants to do their bidding & not allowed to work outside the home to earn their own income & also used as a provider of sexual favors & children like a brood mare. No one dares confront the “authoritarian figure” for fear of being disconnected/shunned or tossed out…..without money, clothing, food, or at it’s worst even the family.
I just view it as a useless second language. Although, one can use it to talk to the still in’s.
It’s sort of like in 20 years probably us old timers who speak of camshafts, push rods, crankshafts, piston rings, etc will be a foreign language to the new upcoming electric cars on the roads. The new and newer gen will not have a clue what we speak of as life and technology moves forward.
Soon will be the hubbard dianetics scientology language forgotten, if fact they are being buried deep in the vaults at CST, thank you as that is where all of hubbard’s crap should be buried.
This is just sad.I was,fortunately,never in,and I think if I were,I’d end up with a barrel of a gun in my mouth.I know I can lie to myself,but that much…never.I would really go mad.why the fuck anyone stays in that insane,mindfuck circus,is beyond me.so sad.
Of course one must realize these high level “success stories” are recorded and have to pass muster with the censors beforehand and cannot be ad-libbed; they’re read off a teleprompter. And he forgot to mention the win of now being obliged to making his org “ideal” as the next step on his bridge to total servitude…
Of course one must realize these high level “success stories” are recorded and have to pass muster with the censors beforehand and connot be ad-libbed; they’re read off a teleprompter. And he forgot to mention the win of now being obliged to making his org “ideal” as the next step on his bridge to total servitude…
It is truly a wonder that anyone remains in Scientology. Sure, I know all about the years of brainwashing, the good years, the bad years, the wins, the “Wins”, the made-up auditing stories, but at some point, people have to get a life, a real life, instead of living some sort of ersatz Hubbard slash Mismanage life. Please keep up the good work with the blogs, Aftermath, the ?Foundation, Youtube, websites, billboards, and individual contacts. I think the COS is almost member-less already, at least in the US and Britain. But it remains a gold mine for lawyers who are intent on KSS – Keeping Scientology Scamming – a rich lode of golden opportunity that provides a cabal of in-the-know cabal attorneys with a never-ending stream of huge fees and wonderful emoluments. Don’t you just love that word: emoluments. It sounds like something Hubbard would have made up in a happy session with his pinks and greys. It even sounds slippery: emoluments. Emoluments. Give me those old-time emoluments, those old time emoluments, gimme those old time emoluments, just like we used to have. Da dum.
I just ran “making it go right” through my translate-o-tron and came up with “staying in Scientology in spite of the stress, anxieties, financial collapse, and cruel abuse that comes as a result of being a Scientologist.” And to think I used to call that “winning.” Nowadays I call it the COS version of Orwellian “double-think.”
except you need to have the Oat Tea sleeping on a cardboard box alone – not with that panty
waist dilletante SP Tu Dee of his….
If he were truly Oat Tea – he would not be so PTS to the middle class. He surely would not sleep with a SP
in a bed
in a house.
Your slippin a little RB but we get the jist.
Now – write up your O/W’s and tell us what crimes you have been committing? (These actual Scientological think that went through my head which goes to show …. I can get out of Scientology but I can’t necessarily get the Scientology out of me)
” which goes to show …. I can get out of Scientology but I can’t necessarily get the Scientology out of me”
SO true! I’M STILL catching myself thinking the “scn way”, blaming the victims for “pulling it in” and similar. just watched “king of queens” for the first time lately because I could NEVER watch a show about ‘queens’ 😉 NOW, I’m unlikely to watch it because it’s New Yorkers being oh, so full of themselves. After living and working on Manhatten, including studying at NY org —HSDC & levels 0- IV—, New Yorkers are just too annoying; so parochial, so dismissive of anyone who isn’t in their little sad club. That’s another cult I’m glad to be away from.
“Thank you. I am so happy to be finished with this level. I never have to go to another mandatory briefing which we all know are onerous attempts to get more money. I don’t have to be told to do one more course or Basic Book. I don’t have to answer one more sec check question. I don’t have to go Clear – AGAIN. I don’t have to sit in front of another MAA who will tell me whether or not I am good enough to qualify for something in scientology. I will never have to sit in front of another reg or IAS rep. I will never have to hold the cans AGAIN!!!! I AM FREE!!!”
This was my win on OT VIII. Alas, what I didn’t know is that the church and its reps weren’t done with me and would not leave me the hell alone. So, here I am without my son, declared SP and so HAPPY TO BE FREE OF THIS “CHURCH!”
“I will never have to go to another mandatory briefing, …. I will never have to hold the cans AGAIN!”
Mary, we don’t know each other but I absolutley adore you. I think you are a strong woman who comes across as genuine and loving and I hate that your son is lost in his mind. You only get one mother and to throw that away because your “religion” tells you to is just disgusting. We are all rooting for you and all the others who haven’t seen their kids and I just wanted you to know that.
I so agree. Mary’s story on Aftermath tugged hard at my heartstrings. I have a son I am close to and adore, and I can’t bear the thought of what Mary has been through with her Sammy. I pray they are reunited–and Mike and his kids too. Everyone. Disconnection is ***The Most Horrible Offense*** perpetrated by the cult, imho.
I will never ever again listen to another round of buttons on a stupid sec check question.
…
When I walked out of Flag for the last time, I knew I would never ever go back and that all of scn was done for me. I was 100 percent done forever – I didn’t know how things would go, how I’d survive under the radar, how I could recover from the grueling two year mind-fuck I’d just been through, … I knew pretty much nothing.
Except….
I was DONE.
…..
and then I found this little corner of voices and friends, who help me figure it out.
Mary, I couldn’t have said it better. I never use the term “Church” when describing Scientology. It’s an insult to all who are out. I’m going to call it as I see it: A viscous, evil, militant, CULT. Say it along with me, It’s a fucking CULT. With no redeeming values. NONE.
After I finished OT VIII in 1988, I was “ordered” to return to Flag and repeat OT VII. No way. That was the end. Repetition of any course or level in Scientology proves its false assumptions.
OK, thank you, I understand. Just wondering what happened to her and what she is doing today. She has probably left the cult since her last service was in November 2002 according to the web site truthaboutscientology.
I am so happy you are out! And like Mike I just adore you. I really hope and totally believe your son will eventually have to see the light of the truth. I think about you and others that have been affected by disconnection every single day. ?
Mary,yesterday I watched “your” episode of “the aftermath” again.shed a tear or two,again.not ashamed to admit,’cause your story,for some reason,hits me right where it hurts.that cult stole almost everything you had,that was worth something.they stole your boy.they stole your youth.almost ruined your marriage.not to mention all the money..but they couldn’t break your spirit,your will.I cheered when you spoke of refusing to hold the cans.I cheered ‘cause you found your strength.you are one tough lady.I hope so so much that Sammy wakes up and runs back into your arms,where he belongs.I sincerely wish all the best for you and your loved ones.
Mary. ..we don’t know each other but i have to say you are one of the bravest women. .my heart went out to you watching Aftermath last year…
God bless you always. .i hope in the end you and ur son are reunited..xoxo
Mary, I didn’t watch that episode again, but the memory of you telling your story stays with me. So much suffering! I’m glad you survived and I’m glad you’re sharing here on Mike’s site. God bless you.
OMG! RB once again hits the nail right on the head with his brilliantly ironic comedy. I love that first square…with the speech in it. That is actually true for so many people. LOL Well done RB!
My friend’s daughter minored in Spanish in college and says she occasionally dreams in Spanish. Dreaming in Sciospeak could be frightening. A lot of Sciospeak is Hubbard renaming observations of human behavior and mental activity so once the concept is learned it’s not unusual that the terminology sticks.
Alanzo once posted a topic called “How to stop thinking and feeling with Scientology” and even suggested a “process” on how to do it. Essentially is was becoming aware of scn terminology coming to mind and replacing it with King’s English.
Somewhere in scn I think I came across the idea that if you have a bad dream you can “end cycle” on it by thinking or saying “Cancelled!”. In another practice I once investigated it was suggested that dreams are just the mind dumping garbage. Creative dreaming might work for some people. Calmag with apple cider vinegar would be an “unusual solution” for a bad dream.
Thanks RB,
Good one.
Unfortunately I know a lot of people like you describe.
Most of them probably secretly think that the tech of course worked just not on them.As someone who was now supposedly superior because I had paid for and done an OTVIII, been there done that.
Just like they think that scientology is doing great everywhere especially Colombia just not in their own org or mission.
That’s the trick, isn’t it? They aren’t allowed to discuss their case with others or they might find out it doesn’t work for anyone!
Instead they just think there’s something wrong with them. But it they just pay a little more and work a little harder, they’ll pick it up in the next course. Or maybe the 13th time Davey makes them repeat a course, they’ll pick it up there.
“Regarding the insane” … here is some more INSANE SHIT written by L Ron Hubbard in his OT upper level scientology courses. Can you BELIEVE this shit? This is part of … a religion? ????
Reprinted per Fair Use Copyright Act:
“Regarding the insane, the probability is that a cluster is really dominated by one thetan who has “contaged” the rest of the cluster with some wild ideas – evil intentions. That’s when you run into the R/Ser on NOTs. And you may get the intention come off, if so note it in the worksheets. I wouldn’t do more with it than that. You’re taking the cluster down to basic mutual incident and blowing it, so then it is gone anyway. But you may have to get off the evil intention if it doesn’t just come flying off. The cluster could be held together by a mutual idea or evil intention received during an implant or heavy engram. In one instance an R/Sing cluster was listed for its evil intention, which successfully blew the cluster apart, and this could be done, but usually won’t have to be resorted to. More commonly when handling a cluster, an R/Sing cluster, you can run into the phenomenon of evil intentions coming off voluntarily, and you will see a list starting up in the worksheets. This is called to your attention, so that you will recognize it if it occurs and take the list to its BD F/N item. That can happen, and an auditor should be able to recognize when a pc is listing and handle it as a list. XDN actually applies. The bulk of Rock Slammers are probably clusters, and probably it’s one main BT in the cluster affecting the rest by wishing off his evil intention on them.” — L Ron Hubbard
What about Mr. Miscavige and OSA ScienNazi enforcers? How do you like seeing this material getting printed out in the open for all to see? ? This is just a TINY snippet of the kind of nutty shit people are paying hundreds of thousands of dollars for in scientology. Sick! Bet you’d LOVE to Fair Game me, wouldn’t ya little trench dwarf. Hey, I’m Fair gamin scientology. Turn abouts fair play….
Looks like the list was incomplete here!
LOL so says the DB who’s a J&D SP. Or shall I quote LRH from my books you 4Chan reject?
” But you may have to get off the evil intention if it doesn’t just come flying off. The cluster could be held together by a mutual idea or evil intention received during an implant or heavy engram. In one instance an R/Sing cluster was listed for its evil intention, which successfully blew the cluster apart, and this could be done, but usually won’t have to be resorted to.”
Yo Dave,
Well good buddy, whadayasay? Do we need to list for it or are ya gonna cough it up? Maybe we won’t have to resort to applying yer fine tech on yerself to get that nasty cluster of a cult to blow apart.
After OT 8 comes OT D = Out The Door
Out the door. I like it!
Fully Understood Conceptual Knowledge Expertly Delivered is the essence of Flag! Come and experience it for yourself!
Fully Understood Conceptual Knowledge Expertly Delivered sounds to me like a FOOLproof path to spiritual freedom!!!! To put this in acronymic form that we at this blog can all understand, the EP of FP is FUCKED. Thanks to you in RTC for all that you do.
ARC, KRC, KSW, KOOL-AID & ml,
Ms. B. Haven
Ah! The Chief Lab Rat vents forth from her test tube and path to nowhere, not forgetting her white coat smeared with the blood of animal experiments and residues of anti-depressants!
PTS, SP, DB, R/S
Foolproof
The short bus for 4Chan dropped you off at the wrong place….
Good one RB. Scientology’s standard results are the nightmare. Love the bit about the wife “hearing” divorce in his ramblings, wicked twist.
haha!! Patron Victimorius!!
Never-in here, reading and watching everything I could for the last couple of years – and I still don’t have a handle on the plethora of acronyms or the convoluted jargon. It certainly reminds me of Orwell’s “Newspeak” only far worse and far more convoluted. Even when all the well-meaning exes like yourself post here, they sometimes throw the jargon and acronyms around (unintentionally of course) and I’m quickly lost (which doesn’t take much these days).
” they sometimes throw the jargon and acronyms around (unintentionally of course) and I’m quickly lost ….”
Which of course is your first step down a long and sordid path to becoming an innie. They are forever lost! BEWARE!
Try this website – xenu-directory.net. Great resource for looking up acronyms. As another never-in, I use it a lot.
if some jargon or acronym seem important to you, search for the term + scientology and the definition often will be on the first page. Even as an ex-, I sometimes have to look some of that shit up. Of course, most of the time, I could have just passed it on by and still understood enough to get the gist of what was being said. Many of the terms are thrown out often enough in context to get a working understanding.
Thanks, Jere. In the interest of complete honesty: sometimes I’m too lazy or tired to look them up. Mea culpa; okay, sec check me.
YSCOHB, YS YS YS and CSMF, ML all came after I escaped. They were introduced by Miscavige. Pffft Much love (ML) was usually at the end of an email or test which included the other two YounSuck C$@% on Hollywood Blvd. You Suck, etc. John Sweeny’s book is a great one for those. https://tonyortega.org/2013/01/07/john-sweeney-talks-the-church-of-fear-which-comes-out-today/
I remember ML from ’77. It’s on my recruiters scathing letter to me when I took a couple month trip to Alaska before joining SO. How about RA didn’t DM start that one?
I totally cannot get Scn nomenclature out of my head or in my speaking, even after 38 years. But I am apparently not alone with that affliction, eh guys?
It’s gone from mine, because for about 25 years, I made a concerted effort to act as though I had never heard of scientology until they started stalking me to try to “recover” me, so I had to act like people in the real world.
The funny thing (are you listening scientology: Until scientology decided they HAD to have me back, I still believed in scientology and LRH. After they started stalking me, I read “Piece of Blue Sky” and “Bare Faced Messiah” and well, yeah after you read either or both of those, and actually understand that you are not a “superior being” but an amazingly duped being, you can begin your road to discovery.
Frighteningly, though, I still understand the stupid manufactured foreign language built to separate the people from the real world. Now I just laugh when I hear it spoken.
Hey. I was never in, and I’m not even a native English speaker, and I also can’t get it out of my head!
LOL!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Haaaaaaaaaaa! Proof positive the tech works just like El Con intended.
Just ask Eff Pee ………………… or Alanzo. Hey, where are you Dee Bees today?
JUST MAKE GO RIGHT you fucking DBs!
But it’s an engramic ptp type cycle that rock slams… ?
I love Rock Slams!
I’m a never in and I can’t get it out of my head either! But I have read and thought about it every day for two years. ?
I am also a never in, but read a lot of Hubbard.
Fortunately for me, I was coming out of a heavily indoctrinated Christian church. The manipulation Hubbard was using resonated with my past experiences and set off alarm bells in my head.
My public school district was heavy into several pamphlets and programs, that now I know were Scientology fronts.
Unfortunately, once Tubby is in your skull, completely eradicating him is nigh on impossible.
Kyle you said it! The fact is some are “Raised to Obey Without Question” the authoritarian figure….as in some very strict religions who keep the “flock” under educated & sequestered from the outside world which will “harm them”. Even the women are under their control to be used as their personal servants to do their bidding & not allowed to work outside the home to earn their own income & also used as a provider of sexual favors & children like a brood mare. No one dares confront the “authoritarian figure” for fear of being disconnected/shunned or tossed out…..without money, clothing, food, or at it’s worst even the family.
I just view it as a useless second language. Although, one can use it to talk to the still in’s.
It’s sort of like in 20 years probably us old timers who speak of camshafts, push rods, crankshafts, piston rings, etc will be a foreign language to the new upcoming electric cars on the roads. The new and newer gen will not have a clue what we speak of as life and technology moves forward.
Soon will be the hubbard dianetics scientology language forgotten, if fact they are being buried deep in the vaults at CST, thank you as that is where all of hubbard’s crap should be buried.
This is just sad.I was,fortunately,never in,and I think if I were,I’d end up with a barrel of a gun in my mouth.I know I can lie to myself,but that much…never.I would really go mad.why the fuck anyone stays in that insane,mindfuck circus,is beyond me.so sad.
Aaaand THIS is why no one is allowed to write their own success story any more.
Their Success Story’s are now handed to them.
After finishing some course, they said I needed to write a success story.
I replied, “It was ok but nothing to write home about.” That’s when the yelling started.
🙂
OSD, really? That is hilarious! Hats off to you for this honesty if that’s how you really felt at the time!
That’s when I found out Success Stories are MANDATORY.
Aquamarine, that is how I felt at the time. But, it did give me pause…and doubt.
NOW OSD you can write the REAL success story….I GOT OUT & life got better!!!
Of course one must realize these high level “success stories” are recorded and have to pass muster with the censors beforehand and cannot be ad-libbed; they’re read off a teleprompter. And he forgot to mention the win of now being obliged to making his org “ideal” as the next step on his bridge to total servitude…
and you HAVE to ack the Basics (at least when I was there), you HAVE to thank David Miscavige and of course, do not leave out LRH.
From the cartoon and the above, I just threw up a little bit in my mouth. Unbelievable.
🙂
The church of scientology, always worse than you think.
Way, WAY worse than you think.
Of course one must realize these high level “success stories” are recorded and have to pass muster with the censors beforehand and connot be ad-libbed; they’re read off a teleprompter. And he forgot to mention the win of now being obliged to making his org “ideal” as the next step on his bridge to total servitude…
It is truly a wonder that anyone remains in Scientology. Sure, I know all about the years of brainwashing, the good years, the bad years, the wins, the “Wins”, the made-up auditing stories, but at some point, people have to get a life, a real life, instead of living some sort of ersatz Hubbard slash Mismanage life. Please keep up the good work with the blogs, Aftermath, the ?Foundation, Youtube, websites, billboards, and individual contacts. I think the COS is almost member-less already, at least in the US and Britain. But it remains a gold mine for lawyers who are intent on KSS – Keeping Scientology Scamming – a rich lode of golden opportunity that provides a cabal of in-the-know cabal attorneys with a never-ending stream of huge fees and wonderful emoluments. Don’t you just love that word: emoluments. It sounds like something Hubbard would have made up in a happy session with his pinks and greys. It even sounds slippery: emoluments. Emoluments. Give me those old-time emoluments, those old time emoluments, gimme those old time emoluments, just like we used to have. Da dum.
Emoluments? Sounds like a word one would say after a few shots of tequila! Lol
I couldn’t say ’emoluments’ without, at least, 5 shots in me.
Great comment and great word! ☺
Yup, and we’re going to be hearing a lot more of that word too.
That’s a great, snappy little tune Ammo Alamo. Old Surfer Dude, I’ll spring for the 5 shots.
You are my best friend! I’ll see you at the bar, Peggy!
🙂 Besties 🙂
I just ran “making it go right” through my translate-o-tron and came up with “staying in Scientology in spite of the stress, anxieties, financial collapse, and cruel abuse that comes as a result of being a Scientologist.” And to think I used to call that “winning.” Nowadays I call it the COS version of Orwellian “double-think.”
No wonder I never understood, Just Make Go Right.
🙂 Chris. That is precisely what “Make it go right” translates to! Thanks for the chuckle.
Spot on.
SPOT ON Regraded Being….
except you need to have the Oat Tea sleeping on a cardboard box alone – not with that panty
waist dilletante SP Tu Dee of his….
If he were truly Oat Tea – he would not be so PTS to the middle class. He surely would not sleep with a SP
in a bed
in a house.
Your slippin a little RB but we get the jist.
Now – write up your O/W’s and tell us what crimes you have been committing? (These actual Scientological think that went through my head which goes to show …. I can get out of Scientology but I can’t necessarily get the Scientology out of me)
” which goes to show …. I can get out of Scientology but I can’t necessarily get the Scientology out of me”
SO true! I’M STILL catching myself thinking the “scn way”, blaming the victims for “pulling it in” and similar. just watched “king of queens” for the first time lately because I could NEVER watch a show about ‘queens’ 😉 NOW, I’m unlikely to watch it because it’s New Yorkers being oh, so full of themselves. After living and working on Manhatten, including studying at NY org —HSDC & levels 0- IV—, New Yorkers are just too annoying; so parochial, so dismissive of anyone who isn’t in their little sad club. That’s another cult I’m glad to be away from.
Here’s my win after finishing OT VIII.
“Thank you. I am so happy to be finished with this level. I never have to go to another mandatory briefing which we all know are onerous attempts to get more money. I don’t have to be told to do one more course or Basic Book. I don’t have to answer one more sec check question. I don’t have to go Clear – AGAIN. I don’t have to sit in front of another MAA who will tell me whether or not I am good enough to qualify for something in scientology. I will never have to sit in front of another reg or IAS rep. I will never have to hold the cans AGAIN!!!! I AM FREE!!!”
This was my win on OT VIII. Alas, what I didn’t know is that the church and its reps weren’t done with me and would not leave me the hell alone. So, here I am without my son, declared SP and so HAPPY TO BE FREE OF THIS “CHURCH!”
“I will never have to go to another mandatory briefing, …. I will never have to hold the cans AGAIN!”
Mary, we don’t know each other but I absolutley adore you. I think you are a strong woman who comes across as genuine and loving and I hate that your son is lost in his mind. You only get one mother and to throw that away because your “religion” tells you to is just disgusting. We are all rooting for you and all the others who haven’t seen their kids and I just wanted you to know that.
Thank you very much. I appreciate that.
I so agree. Mary’s story on Aftermath tugged hard at my heartstrings. I have a son I am close to and adore, and I can’t bear the thought of what Mary has been through with her Sammy. I pray they are reunited–and Mike and his kids too. Everyone. Disconnection is ***The Most Horrible Offense*** perpetrated by the cult, imho.
Miss Q —
Absolutely agree. Their other most horrific offense is physical and sexual child abuse, which they’ve covered up time and time again.
Unconscionable, filthy bastards. Makes me mad as hell.
Amen to all you said to Mary, MIKE.
I’m so there with you.
I will never hold the cans again.
Never ever ever.
I will never ever again listen to another round of buttons on a stupid sec check question.
…
When I walked out of Flag for the last time, I knew I would never ever go back and that all of scn was done for me. I was 100 percent done forever – I didn’t know how things would go, how I’d survive under the radar, how I could recover from the grueling two year mind-fuck I’d just been through, … I knew pretty much nothing.
Except….
I was DONE.
…..
and then I found this little corner of voices and friends, who help me figure it out.
<3
Mary, I couldn’t have said it better. I never use the term “Church” when describing Scientology. It’s an insult to all who are out. I’m going to call it as I see it: A viscous, evil, militant, CULT. Say it along with me, It’s a fucking CULT. With no redeeming values. NONE.
After I finished OT VIII in 1988, I was “ordered” to return to Flag and repeat OT VII. No way. That was the end. Repetition of any course or level in Scientology proves its false assumptions.
30 years “jubilee”! Do you by any chance know of Lisa Malmquist whom I think did that level in September -88?
I do remember a Lisa but never got a formal introduction. I have some pictures which I am reluctant to release due to privacy.
OK, thank you, I understand. Just wondering what happened to her and what she is doing today. She has probably left the cult since her last service was in November 2002 according to the web site truthaboutscientology.
Whoa! There’s that freaky manikin again! I’m going to lock myself in my room.
Will you come out if I change it?
Well…ok.
And, we can tell tell Dave and his merry band of hucksters to stick it where the sun does not shine.
…and in every other orifice that’s clogged with his toxic waste, which I guess would be all of them.
I’m thinking this is why all the mandatory sec checks on VII. The EP of VIII more and more seems to be BUHbye.
I am so happy you are out! And like Mike I just adore you. I really hope and totally believe your son will eventually have to see the light of the truth. I think about you and others that have been affected by disconnection every single day. ?
Thank you Ann. It is people like you who will make it stop.
Mary,yesterday I watched “your” episode of “the aftermath” again.shed a tear or two,again.not ashamed to admit,’cause your story,for some reason,hits me right where it hurts.that cult stole almost everything you had,that was worth something.they stole your boy.they stole your youth.almost ruined your marriage.not to mention all the money..but they couldn’t break your spirit,your will.I cheered when you spoke of refusing to hold the cans.I cheered ‘cause you found your strength.you are one tough lady.I hope so so much that Sammy wakes up and runs back into your arms,where he belongs.I sincerely wish all the best for you and your loved ones.
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Mary. ..we don’t know each other but i have to say you are one of the bravest women. .my heart went out to you watching Aftermath last year…
God bless you always. .i hope in the end you and ur son are reunited..xoxo
? Thank you Shirley?
Mary, I didn’t watch that episode again, but the memory of you telling your story stays with me. So much suffering! I’m glad you survived and I’m glad you’re sharing here on Mike’s site. God bless you.
Mary, I wrote this for you and all who have escaped.
The Spark
The scam that is Scientology
With it’s policy of deep deceit
Uses hate for it’s methodology
Which will ultimately bring its defeat.
The people within who are searching for truth
With good hearts have been led far astray
Kept in the dark from their earliest youth
And told what to think and to say.
The smallest, most humble are guided by fear
Their darkness, the darkest of all
Lost and alone, anger all that they hear
No softness or love hears their call.
But life cannot thrive in a surfeit of lies
What’s hidden eventually comes out
One small spark of light begins opening eyes
And a whisper becomes a great shout.
No more can this cult continue in hiding
When so many are speaking the truth
Brave voices providing, despite the cruel chiding
Setting free an abundance of proof.
Light grows ever brighter consuming the dark
Laying bare ugly cruelties quite savage
A new day is dawning, The Aftermath’s spark
Brings an end to the violent Miscavige.
Loved your poem, Stefani! Thanks for this.
Wow! Thank you Stephani. ✨?✨Beautifully written. You really do understand. Truth and light do win.
That dude looks a lot like John Alex Wood LOL
just my thought.
You have thoughts? I lost all mine.
OMG! RB once again hits the nail right on the head with his brilliantly ironic comedy. I love that first square…with the speech in it. That is actually true for so many people. LOL Well done RB!
Love the cognitive dissonance, active church members should probably listen to what their subconscious is saying in their dreams!