Skyler, thank you but I’m a never in. However my parents were Moonies joining the Devine Principle Unification Church for 2 years around 1966-67. I was in junior high then. It was a rough couple of years but they finally saw the light. I saw first hand what people can make themselves believe when they are looking for “the answer”.
You have much of which to be proud because you were a “never in”. That is something that IMO, you can wear like a badge of honor!. Yes indeed!
I do not know how to describe myself wrt how long I was in. I was “in” for about 2.5 days. It took me that long to realize “This thing is fucking NUTS!” But, I cannot take the credit all by myself. At the time, I had a friend who kept reminding me the creator of this insanity was a writer of Science Fiction”. He kept on pounding that home to me and it just kind of took over and I realized he was correct.
I am so thankful that I avoided all of the horror stories that I heard about in the movies and TV shows and in forums like this. I feel just furious to think of all the innocent victims who were cheated and harmed and even murdered while in this cult. Especially the people who were physically, emotionally and sexually abused while they were in.
Sometimes I think about that young lady who got into this thing and was sexually abused by some middle aged man with a wife and family and she got zero help from this scam. They protect the rapists in the scam rather than have any bad publicity which would block new members from joining and block new money from flowing into their coffers.
Well …. FUCK THEM! They should never have been allowed to profit from all this horseshit. Most of all, they NEVER should have been rewarded with this crazy Tax Exemption in the face of all these horrible sexual assaults.
I thank God for Mike Rinder and Leah Remini and all the like-minded people who work with them and have joined forces with them. May God bless them all and I just hope and pray we may be able to attract new members to the cause of the destruction of this scam so that we may STOP! STOP! STOP! this crazy tax exemption.
Terrible outrage how they ignore molestation by donors and upstat staff! The cult could open its own paid 2D “servicing center” in Nevada staffed by female Sea Orgers just starting their billion year contracts. Except with labor laws and regulations that would be less profitable than OT levels paid in advance.
My feelings exactly. Hubbard’s perverted views have caused suffering for so many innocent victims. I agree about ‘especially the children’ but sex forced on ANYONE who does not want it is rape. Period.
I was on staff 40 years ago. I know of just one case of criminal perversion: the guy was a pedophile and sexually assaulted a 13 year old girl. He himself was in his late 30s.
He was a senior executive at Cont. Level and had previously been well respected.
As soon as the assault was discovered he was removed from post , put onto the RPF
and booted out of the Sea Org by OSA a few weeks later. This ended his involvement with Scientology.
The police were not called and so he never had to face criminal charges.
Back in those days, there was far less tolerance for this kind of behavior.
I once knew a flatulent fellow
Blew gas from his mouth as he bellowed
The great L. Ron Hubbard
His ‘tech’ so much blubber
Will turn a good brain into jello
Hubbard believed that the entire universe was populated throughout time by entities, demons and wayward spirits. What I find amazing is that he never made his belief knowledge among Scientologists. He wanted to reveal this stupid fact over time on a gradient in the OT levels. Naturally, the end result was fools who act out emotions. In 1952 Hubbard at least admitted that he was following King Solomon and his pattern of association with the god of hell – Asmodeus or Xenu. Hubbard used his creative imagination to tie in demons with nuclear explosions as punishment on other planets. People like Miscavige, who are as dumb as a bucket of paint, are then able to fill in the fascism which is the end result of Scientology. I recently read most of the old ADVANCE! magazines. Although Hubbard did not write them, he approved of mistranslations, lies and outright stupidity which went unquestioned in the 1970’s. Throughout the ADVANCE! articles Hubbard is trying to prove that he has invented the world’s greatest religion. Hubbard hated Christianity and considered it was the real reason for all evil on Earth. He claimed Buddhists were in “Black holes” in outer space but he also considered himself the original Buddha. He was so confident in his assumptions, he set up the murder of his opponents.
George, there were always hints of the “entities, demons and wayward spirits”, which would be evident if you re-read them in a new light. Of course, that’s self-destructive, so only do so if you’re feeling especially strong and thinking critically.
A delightful satire. I was wondering if orgs that are open REALLY use masks or is just PR crap.
Also to put it in scienlogese, they create aberrations on 2D without there being any need. However creating a 2D (relation) in Scn is crazy stuff. You know it when you get out of it completely.
And finally “Source”, what a presumption! Trouble Source. LOL.
RIGHT, LmR: 40 years ago, the futile attempt to establish a 2D was the trigger for the cascade of misadventures that got me kicked to the curb as useless for any post Flag/(flog) needed filling. Since, companies who had real products to sell found that I was worth their paying me well above minimum wage.
Jere thanks. In final analisis scn is against normal life.
It is really funny that one shouldn’t have any chance to know better someone before create a relationship that involves both.
My best wishes for your 40 years out of this damn asylum. Do well.
Thanks, LmR. It’s awful, and a bit awesome, that after 40 years in the real world, I still haven’t sloughed off all the shackles scientology had me install upon myself. Lately, I’m most noticed how little sympathy/empathy I have for others. the excuses given for the recent riots leave me untouched: Mistakes were made. Get over it and move on, you professional victims. HE&R, which Tubby was so afraid his minions would feel, is a good part of what elevated humans to the top of the pecking order. So His Homo Novi were actually sub-human.
Jere look I had the same when I left. My trick was this one – when you think to behave or think still in a cult ‘implanted’ manner just stop yourself for a sec and observe what is happening. Let it be and don’t judge it in any way just look at it and you will see it is just a mechanic stuff and not you. With me it worked excellently.
And about others do the same
– allow them to be there and observe the fact that in the good or in the bad they are unique. Do great.
LmR, that’s a good trick, but I first have to notice the inappropriate thought/emotion/action. I’ve gotten better, but still get blindsided and have to back up and repair the damage. Frustrating, since I’m back on track with what I wanted and had before scn, AND I’ve had 40 years to slough off scn’s insanities, most of that time out in the workaday world where ‘reactive’ behavior was often immediately pointed out by the boss: sometimes gently, sometimes not.
Jere, In Scientology we were never enough.
It’s a lie, we you and I and all of us are enough.
Don’t worry, when you get back your self-esteem and learn to love yourself you will feel more empathy for others.
Be well 😘
And go ahead and tell yourself you are enough 💖
Cece, we were constantly told we were NOT good enough. Next week, no matter what miracles we’d pulled off, our stats HAD to be yet higher. Just matching last week was not a legal option. NOW, after 35 years working in a field where the products were visible and desired enough that people paid us for them, I found that I was more than just good enough. In a couple of cases, I got BIG merit raises the first few years because of the long-standing problems I’d solved. In another, I got the maximum merit raises for 15 years straight. Towards the end, I got into an argument where my co-worker would not accept that I’d made a mistake in a routine I’d written to support his work. He’d done his work as I instructed; my code didn’t give the correct answer. It was so funny afterwards that I only ended the argument by saying:”I made a mistake. Get over it!” I could have been a bit more polite about it, of course.
Lmr said:
“My best wishes for your 40 years out of this damn asylum. Do well.”
Right now, “doing well” is being retired, waking up at the crack of noon– if I feel like it— and doing whatever the heck I feel like, while drinking copious amounts of fresh-brewed coffee. Having a lovely, brilliant wife who puts up with me for 28 years makes life easy, whatever we’re doing. Or not doing.
Sometimes I have nightmares of what life might have been like had I hooked up with the girl I chased at Flag. She’s still “in”, I’ve heard, doing her thing with “WISE/ABLE” and the Flag OT committee; poor girl.
I was wondering the same thing, especially about Sea Org members. Are they all masked now? And social distancing, how can they possibly manage that, the way they live 8 to a room and a dozen of them using one bathroom. And if they are interacting with public are they getting tested regularly if at all? All it takes is one Sea Ogre who might not even have symptoms…
Aqua! Personally I think they use the masks only in contact with those who are not on staff or public. In my opinion they only use it for PR with whoever is not in. In the dorms or where they work or eat or hang out, definitely NO.
Take care Aqua.
Yes, you’re probably right, Loosing. And if they’re not wearing masks amongst themselves I wonder if they’re getting regularly tested for it, with or without symptoms it only takes one Sea Ogre carrying it for it to spread like wild fire. Their berthing quarters are petri dishes for this thing.
Aqua, in my experience ALL the S.O. spaces were seemingly built to spread disease. AND, anyone who feels really sick gets crammed all together with everyone else “under the weather”. and they can’t so much as take one aspirin to lessen the misery they’re feeling.
And they’ll STILL crowd into the sauna for the “Purif”. Have to, yo keep their “student” stats up.
Well they could be practicing social distancing by moving staff to the empty Osceola hotel, to the empty Fort Harrison Hotel and the empty Sandcastle hotel to occupy rooms there. Since they have almost NO PUBLIC coming in for services (since churches are supposed to be closed), they have plenty of empty hotel rooms to relocate staff in during the pandemic.
Villa is also a Republican operative. She briefly had an exploratory committee for a Congressional seat. She regularly appears at MAGA rallies, and has appeared on Fox News, Fox Business, OANN (One America News Network), local news, and MAGA podcasts and blogs. She had a cover story on The Epoch Times.
Yesterday, she testified before the House Judiciary Committee on “Diversity in America: The Representation of People of Color in the Media.”
I hope and pray that some day I might be considered just one percent as much of a “nobody” as Leah.
Because of what Leah has done to this cult, IMHO, she is one of the great heroes in this modern world. And Mike Rinder and Paul Haggis are right beside her.
A “nobody”? Give me a fucking break! How incredibly stupid can someone be to call Leah a “nobody”?
Right, Skyler. And for the media whore who has done nothing, been nothing but trailer park trash to call Leah a nobody is really rich! Leah’s garnered industry awards for her latest show. Who has recognized Joyless Villa for anything but being rather tasteless?
That is very kind of you to say. I hope Mike will not object to me posting an email address here. In fact, I should ask permission before I do that.
I want to do that because I would really like to know how to make bold text appear. I tried the suggestion you made. The following is the text I entered:
:”LT” B”GT” , “GT+slash+B”LT”
As you can see (I hope) it did not display anything in bold. But I think it would be best if we took this discussion to private email and I will wait until I hear from Mike whether it would be OK for me to post a “throwaway” email address here in his blog.
By the way, I use the name “throwaway Email address” to mean an email account that I got from some free email site and that I don’t really care if I have to delete it because it gets compromised. In any case, the first step would be to see if the text I entered above is displayed in text.
Nope! It does not display any bold text. I have used HTML in the past. But I don’t recall how to display bold text.
It looks to me the Republican party is using her because of her race in the same way democrats might be doing the same thing. I’m sure if the Scientology aspect became an issue for them she would be dropped like a hot potato.
Scientologist like Trump (for various reasons). Doesn’t mean the feelings are reciprocated.
Talk about being “dumber than a bucket of paint”: Joy villa is the poster child. Davey-Boy was at least smart enough to take advantage of Hubbard’s Byzantine “organizing board” and all the bypassing of command channels Tubby did to get himself set up pretty sweetly. He need never have worked at a productive job in his life to have a great retirement spent in a drunken haze. I wonder how many women are going to bring him up on sexual assault charges in the future. Probably not that many, given how many minions he has to deal with such. Of course, so did the guys who sparked the #metoo avalanche.
From what I’ve seen, the twit™ doesn’t have much interest in women, per se, and his position is such that he need not use what little physical force he has to get women (or men) to service him.
True I have a feeling he’s as impotent as Hubbard was. The more impotent Hubbard became the more he raved on about 2D and out 2D and his ever loving fascination with masturbation that has somehow steam rolled over onto Miscavige. I don’t think we’ll be hearing anyone coming out with any ‘me too’ about DM. Valerie Haney was his personal ‘valet’ (I guess that’s the best word for it) she cleaned his room and changed the sheets. According to her, poor Shelley was living in an almost celibate marriage if you get my drift. I forget where I read that…it may have been here or at The Bunker. I’ve heard he moved on to Lou but she’s all but vanished too. Everyone knows you don’t want to be DM’s favorite…ever. You WILL end up in the Hole and probably in a far away country at that.
Right, Linear13. Tubby’s fascination with masterbation and sex was SO telling, along with those ever-present AAs in Book 1. Methinks he was describing his own experiences in this life.
Ugh. Joy Villas, a Trumpista, going to Maga Rallies. Now I really can’t stand her. Well, maybe she’ll catch the virus at one of them. Those people mostly aren’t wearing masks even though they’re given out for free at all his rallies. I guess its true that you can’t fix stupid. Maybe the cult will reward her with a little bling. A tiny, platinum ventilator charm she can wear on a gold chain around her neck. Media Whore Meritorius…chain not included.
The thing I find most distasteful is that she criticizes Leah’s work while at the same time admitting she has never seen any of Leah’s work. Apparently she is OK with criticizing something based entirely on rumors and second-hand info and hearsay.
That is just NUTS!
P.S. I sure do wish I knew how to enter bold text. I see some people here who do it. I would have really liked to put the word “NUTS” in bold above. I usually use FireFox. Can anyone tell me how to make text bold when writing posts on Mike’s blog?
Oops! html STRIPS displaying the characters I used:”LT” B”GT” to start, “GT+slash+B”LT” to finish bold.HTML gets confused when it sees extra GT/LT characters. And I haven’t a clue these days how to get those characters displayed literally.
OK. Thanks anyway. I will try to chase it down and if I find out, I will let you know.
By the way, if you go to the “free advice site” called techguy.org, I will post a request for some help with this. Try going there in 24 hours and see if you can spot the post in which I will ask for help. I will try to come back here and post a follow up reply to let you know what happened.
I suspect it’s like the old escape characters in the early days of programming. My first computer course was 55 years ago. Not important, so don’t get too deep down a rabbit hole.
Sandysays
Media Whore Meritorious!! I literally just spit out my coffee!
I keep spreading the word about how Joy Villa is in an organization that supports forced abortions and destroying families. I’ve not heard her touted on the national stage, thank God.
Please remember that supporting Trump is not exclusive to believing Scientology is a wicked, destructive cult. I imagine she would get less popularity if people knew the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of.
“I imagine she would get less popularity if people knew the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of”.
You just gave me an idea, Omega.
I have some relatives who voted for Trump PURELY because of abortion. They are highly educated and quite well off. They are also and have been for many years ONE ISSUE voters and that issue is ABORTION. They would vote for Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck if they believed it would end abortion. They are intelligent, aware, educated as such they do CARE about other issues, but abortion, ending it, overturning RVW, making abortion once more illegal in the USA is and has always been their primary issue, the rudder, one might say, that steers their voting.
They’re also comfortably retired and they follow politics.
I’m going to give them some background on Joy Villas and let them know that how she as a prominent Scientologist has insinuated herself into the Trump White House and the Republican Party, palming herself off as a black Conservative who is anti – abortion when in fact the Church of Scientology has had a history of not only ENCOURAGING abortion amongst its clergy, staff and public but insofar as its clergy is concerned, MANDATING it.
Aqua noted:
“They would vote for Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck if they believed it would end abortion.”
And the tRUMP isn’t Donald? Truthfully, I supported him over Benghazi-Hilary. No more, after what I’ve seen, though I don’t at all trust the guy who has been a professional politician ALL his “working” life.
Aqua, most folks will NEVER know “the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of”, because she SAYS, over and over, the party lines she’s required to maintain, that scn is a family- and religion-friendly place. Only those who dare look beneath her frothy surface and see blogs like this will learn the despicable truth of the scam she’s promoting.
Yup!, it’s a great place to be if you can keep those stats up and you steer clear of the arbitrary and capricious rules changes.
It was so liberating to return to the “wog” world which was quite a bit more sane and understandable. As long as you keep it between two consenting adults, you’re fine. On the other hand in the S.O., activities that many/most married couples find pleasant in the real world were illegal even between spouses. A confusing minefield that eventually broadened into “NO 2Ds allowed in the S.O. (If you’re not Dwarfenführer).” That twerp should have been RPFed for out-2D, as well as expelled for squirreling and altering ‘tech’. He’s the most effective SP in scientology’s history, crashing the stats and getting rid of everyone who didn’t agree with his suppressive ways. scientology will NOT recover as long as his altered policies remain in place, whether he’s still on top of the heap of excrement or not. I’ll celebrate when he gets what he truly deserves, which is NOT living better than most kings.
Dead Men Tell No Tales Bill Straass ( who else would make a comment like this).says
And as for the 2D, it virtually became that any 2D was ” Out 2D” This is because a read 2D is stronger than an individual and more of a threat to DM.
Using myself as an example, had my then wife not gotten me to a real doctor instead of the one on the Aflac commercial I would have been dead by March 03, years before Mike left and started this blog. Of course, this leads me to speculate on what Mike knew about my cycle (probably nothing) before I left the S.O. Even if he ordered the Captain Freewinds to tell my wife to send me into the ovens (and that is pure bullshit) I would lay down what’s left of my life for him just as the Captain Freewinds told a junior of mine in his office: Straass would lay down his life for this ship”.
I think that Mike is worth a lot more than a piece of MEST.
Gordon so damn right. So sad but also so evil. This finger pushed on a person and repeating ‘it’s you responsibility, it’s you!’. You can call it controlling people.
Crazy storm of lunatics. Meanwhile they allow and subscribe a ton of other super crap for the greatest good that will be promptly turn as a guilty to someone one day or the other.
So good to be out.
Right, Gordon. The thing Hubbard was best at was finding excuses why it didn’t work. Of course, the real reason could NEVER be HIM, now, could it? That solution was expressly excluded from consideration, to protect the guilty. People higher in rank, and now status, can’t be named as transgressors, because of course they’re blameless and innocent as the driven snow.
There is another reason…you are PTS, so the tech won’t work. But the message in your post is 100% correct, there is always some reason other than the tech itself is a failure.
Zola, if Tubby had spent as much effort making things WORK as he did inventing excuses why it didn’t, he might have developed something USEFUL, and not had to work so hard capturing new rubes.
Gordon Weir said: “The craziness of $ci is when it doesn’t work, (always) you did it wrong, you pulled it in or you pulled it in from a past life.”
I fully agree with you Gordon. But there is another way to look at this. That is like this:
When it doesn’t work, you must undergo expensive auditing or Sec Checks to learn what you did wrong. All the money it will cost you goes into the coffers of The Scam and some people who “handle” you get a cut of the proceeds. So, when you look at it like that, it is actually working really well – at your expense! The money keeps pouring in and they keep on laughing at you.
I hope you got yourself out of this con game. Best wishes to you!
P.S. Did you see that episode of South Park where Tom Cruise goes into the closet?
I believe it was Season 9 Episode 12. It shows all the higher ups in the scam laughing at people who have to pay extra for more auditing. I was thinking people who saw that would want to flee the scam at top speed!
Gordon Weir says
Skyler, thank you but I’m a never in. However my parents were Moonies joining the Devine Principle Unification Church for 2 years around 1966-67. I was in junior high then. It was a rough couple of years but they finally saw the light. I saw first hand what people can make themselves believe when they are looking for “the answer”.
Skyler says
Hello Gordon,
You have much of which to be proud because you were a “never in”. That is something that IMO, you can wear like a badge of honor!. Yes indeed!
I do not know how to describe myself wrt how long I was in. I was “in” for about 2.5 days. It took me that long to realize “This thing is fucking NUTS!” But, I cannot take the credit all by myself. At the time, I had a friend who kept reminding me the creator of this insanity was a writer of Science Fiction”. He kept on pounding that home to me and it just kind of took over and I realized he was correct.
I am so thankful that I avoided all of the horror stories that I heard about in the movies and TV shows and in forums like this. I feel just furious to think of all the innocent victims who were cheated and harmed and even murdered while in this cult. Especially the people who were physically, emotionally and sexually abused while they were in.
Sometimes I think about that young lady who got into this thing and was sexually abused by some middle aged man with a wife and family and she got zero help from this scam. They protect the rapists in the scam rather than have any bad publicity which would block new members from joining and block new money from flowing into their coffers.
Well …. FUCK THEM! They should never have been allowed to profit from all this horseshit. Most of all, they NEVER should have been rewarded with this crazy Tax Exemption in the face of all these horrible sexual assaults.
I thank God for Mike Rinder and Leah Remini and all the like-minded people who work with them and have joined forces with them. May God bless them all and I just hope and pray we may be able to attract new members to the cause of the destruction of this scam so that we may STOP! STOP! STOP! this crazy tax exemption.
unelectedfloofgoofer says
Terrible outrage how they ignore molestation by donors and upstat staff! The cult could open its own paid 2D “servicing center” in Nevada staffed by female Sea Orgers just starting their billion year contracts. Except with labor laws and regulations that would be less profitable than OT levels paid in advance.
Skyler says
Anyone who would like to see that famous episode of South Park (named: Trapped in the Closet). It was Season 9 Episode 12 and here is a link:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trapped_in_the_Closet_(South_Park)
KatherineINCali says
This disgusting sh*t makes me nauseous. To justify rape or some kind of sexual abuse is so wrong on about a thousand levels.
F**k $cientology and everyone who justifies or defends this nonsense… especially when it happens to children. 😢😢😢
Briget says
My feelings exactly. Hubbard’s perverted views have caused suffering for so many innocent victims. I agree about ‘especially the children’ but sex forced on ANYONE who does not want it is rape. Period.
Jere Lull says
Katherine, there’s NO level where it’s “right” — except maybe in LRH’s febrile imagination when it suited his purposes.
Jere Lull says
I hope RB’s dental problem was satisfactorily dealt with and he’s mended.
Cavalier says
I was on staff 40 years ago. I know of just one case of criminal perversion: the guy was a pedophile and sexually assaulted a 13 year old girl. He himself was in his late 30s.
He was a senior executive at Cont. Level and had previously been well respected.
As soon as the assault was discovered he was removed from post , put onto the RPF
and booted out of the Sea Org by OSA a few weeks later. This ended his involvement with Scientology.
The police were not called and so he never had to face criminal charges.
Back in those days, there was far less tolerance for this kind of behavior.
Scribe says
I once knew a flatulent fellow
Blew gas from his mouth as he bellowed
The great L. Ron Hubbard
His ‘tech’ so much blubber
Will turn a good brain into jello
Jere Lull says
Scribe penned:
“I once knew a flatulent fellow
Blew gas from his mouth as he bellowed”
.
.
.
Good one, Scribe.
George M. White says
Hubbard believed that the entire universe was populated throughout time by entities, demons and wayward spirits. What I find amazing is that he never made his belief knowledge among Scientologists. He wanted to reveal this stupid fact over time on a gradient in the OT levels. Naturally, the end result was fools who act out emotions. In 1952 Hubbard at least admitted that he was following King Solomon and his pattern of association with the god of hell – Asmodeus or Xenu. Hubbard used his creative imagination to tie in demons with nuclear explosions as punishment on other planets. People like Miscavige, who are as dumb as a bucket of paint, are then able to fill in the fascism which is the end result of Scientology. I recently read most of the old ADVANCE! magazines. Although Hubbard did not write them, he approved of mistranslations, lies and outright stupidity which went unquestioned in the 1970’s. Throughout the ADVANCE! articles Hubbard is trying to prove that he has invented the world’s greatest religion. Hubbard hated Christianity and considered it was the real reason for all evil on Earth. He claimed Buddhists were in “Black holes” in outer space but he also considered himself the original Buddha. He was so confident in his assumptions, he set up the murder of his opponents.
Newcomer says
“People like Miscavige, who are as dumb as a bucket of paint, are then able to fill in the fascism which is the end result of Scientology. ”
Nice one George. But I’m thinkin that relative to Dave that bucket of paint is up there on the IQ factor.
George M. White says
Laughing out loud!
Skyler says
If the DwarfenMonster was as smart as a bucket of paint, it would be a big step up for him.
KatherineINCali says
Hilarious!
I always liked “dumb as a box of hair”. Cracks me up. 😂
Jere Lull says
George, there were always hints of the “entities, demons and wayward spirits”, which would be evident if you re-read them in a new light. Of course, that’s self-destructive, so only do so if you’re feeling especially strong and thinking critically.
Loosing my Religion says
A delightful satire. I was wondering if orgs that are open REALLY use masks or is just PR crap.
Also to put it in scienlogese, they create aberrations on 2D without there being any need. However creating a 2D (relation) in Scn is crazy stuff. You know it when you get out of it completely.
And finally “Source”, what a presumption! Trouble Source. LOL.
Jere Lull says
RIGHT, LmR: 40 years ago, the futile attempt to establish a 2D was the trigger for the cascade of misadventures that got me kicked to the curb as useless for any post Flag/(flog) needed filling. Since, companies who had real products to sell found that I was worth their paying me well above minimum wage.
LoosingMyReligion says
Jere thanks. In final analisis scn is against normal life.
It is really funny that one shouldn’t have any chance to know better someone before create a relationship that involves both.
My best wishes for your 40 years out of this damn asylum. Do well.
Jere Lull says
Thanks, LmR. It’s awful, and a bit awesome, that after 40 years in the real world, I still haven’t sloughed off all the shackles scientology had me install upon myself. Lately, I’m most noticed how little sympathy/empathy I have for others. the excuses given for the recent riots leave me untouched: Mistakes were made. Get over it and move on, you professional victims. HE&R, which Tubby was so afraid his minions would feel, is a good part of what elevated humans to the top of the pecking order. So His Homo Novi were actually sub-human.
LoosingMyReligion says
Jere look I had the same when I left. My trick was this one – when you think to behave or think still in a cult ‘implanted’ manner just stop yourself for a sec and observe what is happening. Let it be and don’t judge it in any way just look at it and you will see it is just a mechanic stuff and not you. With me it worked excellently.
And about others do the same
– allow them to be there and observe the fact that in the good or in the bad they are unique. Do great.
Jere Lull says
LmR, that’s a good trick, but I first have to notice the inappropriate thought/emotion/action. I’ve gotten better, but still get blindsided and have to back up and repair the damage. Frustrating, since I’m back on track with what I wanted and had before scn, AND I’ve had 40 years to slough off scn’s insanities, most of that time out in the workaday world where ‘reactive’ behavior was often immediately pointed out by the boss: sometimes gently, sometimes not.
Cece says
Jere, In Scientology we were never enough.
It’s a lie, we you and I and all of us are enough.
Don’t worry, when you get back your self-esteem and learn to love yourself you will feel more empathy for others.
Be well 😘
And go ahead and tell yourself you are enough 💖
Jere Lull says
Cece, we were constantly told we were NOT good enough. Next week, no matter what miracles we’d pulled off, our stats HAD to be yet higher. Just matching last week was not a legal option. NOW, after 35 years working in a field where the products were visible and desired enough that people paid us for them, I found that I was more than just good enough. In a couple of cases, I got BIG merit raises the first few years because of the long-standing problems I’d solved. In another, I got the maximum merit raises for 15 years straight. Towards the end, I got into an argument where my co-worker would not accept that I’d made a mistake in a routine I’d written to support his work. He’d done his work as I instructed; my code didn’t give the correct answer. It was so funny afterwards that I only ended the argument by saying:”I made a mistake. Get over it!” I could have been a bit more polite about it, of course.
Cece says
💖
Jere Lull says
Lmr said:
“My best wishes for your 40 years out of this damn asylum. Do well.”
Right now, “doing well” is being retired, waking up at the crack of noon– if I feel like it— and doing whatever the heck I feel like, while drinking copious amounts of fresh-brewed coffee. Having a lovely, brilliant wife who puts up with me for 28 years makes life easy, whatever we’re doing. Or not doing.
Sometimes I have nightmares of what life might have been like had I hooked up with the girl I chased at Flag. She’s still “in”, I’ve heard, doing her thing with “WISE/ABLE” and the Flag OT committee; poor girl.
Aquamarine says
I was wondering the same thing, especially about Sea Org members. Are they all masked now? And social distancing, how can they possibly manage that, the way they live 8 to a room and a dozen of them using one bathroom. And if they are interacting with public are they getting tested regularly if at all? All it takes is one Sea Ogre who might not even have symptoms…
LoosingMyReligion says
Aqua! Personally I think they use the masks only in contact with those who are not on staff or public. In my opinion they only use it for PR with whoever is not in. In the dorms or where they work or eat or hang out, definitely NO.
Take care Aqua.
Aquamarine says
Yes, you’re probably right, Loosing. And if they’re not wearing masks amongst themselves I wonder if they’re getting regularly tested for it, with or without symptoms it only takes one Sea Ogre carrying it for it to spread like wild fire. Their berthing quarters are petri dishes for this thing.
Jere Lull says
Aqua, in my experience ALL the S.O. spaces were seemingly built to spread disease. AND, anyone who feels really sick gets crammed all together with everyone else “under the weather”. and they can’t so much as take one aspirin to lessen the misery they’re feeling.
And they’ll STILL crowd into the sauna for the “Purif”. Have to, yo keep their “student” stats up.
scientology: the only game that EVERYBODY loses.
Skyler says
Jere said: the only game that EVERYBODY loses.
I like that Jere. I like it very much!
Cindy says
Well they could be practicing social distancing by moving staff to the empty Osceola hotel, to the empty Fort Harrison Hotel and the empty Sandcastle hotel to occupy rooms there. Since they have almost NO PUBLIC coming in for services (since churches are supposed to be closed), they have plenty of empty hotel rooms to relocate staff in during the pandemic.
Aquamarine says
True, Cindy. Let’s hope they’re employing this practical strategy.
Jere Lull says
Cindy, the COULD do those things, but I doubt they are following scientific, medical advices.
ISNOINews says
O/T. I want to inform people here of a story that broke yesterday.
Joy Villa is (with her then fiance now ex-husband Thorsten Overgaard) a Patron Meritorious in Scientology. She has appeared in an ad for the E-Meter.
In a recent interview Villa expressly confirmed that she is still a Scientologist and attacked Leah Remini:
https://vimeo.com/456128658
Villa is also a Republican operative. She briefly had an exploratory committee for a Congressional seat. She regularly appears at MAGA rallies, and has appeared on Fox News, Fox Business, OANN (One America News Network), local news, and MAGA podcasts and blogs. She had a cover story on The Epoch Times.
Yesterday, she testified before the House Judiciary Committee on “Diversity in America: The Representation of People of Color in the Media.”
A Twitter video of her testimony:
https://twitter.com/JudiciaryGOP/status/1309212596961259520
Her Written Statement to the Committee:
http://docs.house.gov/meetings/JU/JU00/20200924/111039/HHRG-116-JU00-Wstate-VillaJ-20200924.pdf
The fact that the Republicans on the Committee chose Villa to testify is significant.
Not coincidentally, Townhall published an opinion piece by Villa yesterday:
“I’m a Conservative of Color and Proud of It—No Matter How Much Hate Comes My Way”
https://townhall.com/columnists/joyvilla/2020/09/23/im-a-conservative-of-color-and-proud-of-itno-matter-how-much-hate-comes-my-way-n2576752
It appears that Villa is helping Scientology make inroads in the Republican party and the MAGA community.
Jere Lull says
And that media & attention whore called Leah a “nobody”.
RIGHT! And what has villa created, anyway? Other than ruckuses, that is. All I see of her is acting like a trailer park trash tramp.
Skyler says
I hope and pray that some day I might be considered just one percent as much of a “nobody” as Leah.
Because of what Leah has done to this cult, IMHO, she is one of the great heroes in this modern world. And Mike Rinder and Paul Haggis are right beside her.
A “nobody”? Give me a fucking break! How incredibly stupid can someone be to call Leah a “nobody”?
Jere Lull says
Right, Skyler. And for the media whore who has done nothing, been nothing but trailer park trash to call Leah a nobody is really rich! Leah’s garnered industry awards for her latest show. Who has recognized Joyless Villa for anything but being rather tasteless?
Jere Lull says
Skyler, you’re not a “nobody” to ME…. 🙂
Skyler says
Jere,
That is very kind of you to say. I hope Mike will not object to me posting an email address here. In fact, I should ask permission before I do that.
I want to do that because I would really like to know how to make bold text appear. I tried the suggestion you made. The following is the text I entered:
:”LT” B”GT” , “GT+slash+B”LT”
As you can see (I hope) it did not display anything in bold. But I think it would be best if we took this discussion to private email and I will wait until I hear from Mike whether it would be OK for me to post a “throwaway” email address here in his blog.
By the way, I use the name “throwaway Email address” to mean an email account that I got from some free email site and that I don’t really care if I have to delete it because it gets compromised. In any case, the first step would be to see if the text I entered above is displayed in text.
Nope! It does not display any bold text. I have used HTML in the past. But I don’t recall how to display bold text.
GrumpyCat says
It looks to me the Republican party is using her because of her race in the same way democrats might be doing the same thing. I’m sure if the Scientology aspect became an issue for them she would be dropped like a hot potato.
Scientologist like Trump (for various reasons). Doesn’t mean the feelings are reciprocated.
Jere Lull says
Talk about being “dumber than a bucket of paint”: Joy villa is the poster child. Davey-Boy was at least smart enough to take advantage of Hubbard’s Byzantine “organizing board” and all the bypassing of command channels Tubby did to get himself set up pretty sweetly. He need never have worked at a productive job in his life to have a great retirement spent in a drunken haze. I wonder how many women are going to bring him up on sexual assault charges in the future. Probably not that many, given how many minions he has to deal with such. Of course, so did the guys who sparked the #metoo avalanche.
From what I’ve seen, the twit™ doesn’t have much interest in women, per se, and his position is such that he need not use what little physical force he has to get women (or men) to service him.
Linear13 says
True I have a feeling he’s as impotent as Hubbard was. The more impotent Hubbard became the more he raved on about 2D and out 2D and his ever loving fascination with masturbation that has somehow steam rolled over onto Miscavige. I don’t think we’ll be hearing anyone coming out with any ‘me too’ about DM. Valerie Haney was his personal ‘valet’ (I guess that’s the best word for it) she cleaned his room and changed the sheets. According to her, poor Shelley was living in an almost celibate marriage if you get my drift. I forget where I read that…it may have been here or at The Bunker. I’ve heard he moved on to Lou but she’s all but vanished too. Everyone knows you don’t want to be DM’s favorite…ever. You WILL end up in the Hole and probably in a far away country at that.
Jere Lull says
Right, Linear13. Tubby’s fascination with masterbation and sex was SO telling, along with those ever-present AAs in Book 1. Methinks he was describing his own experiences in this life.
Aquamarine says
Ugh. Joy Villas, a Trumpista, going to Maga Rallies. Now I really can’t stand her. Well, maybe she’ll catch the virus at one of them. Those people mostly aren’t wearing masks even though they’re given out for free at all his rallies. I guess its true that you can’t fix stupid. Maybe the cult will reward her with a little bling. A tiny, platinum ventilator charm she can wear on a gold chain around her neck. Media Whore Meritorius…chain not included.
Zola says
Very funny post Aquamarine!
Joy is all bling and no substance – desperately seeking admiration. Not a nice quality in a person.
Cindy says
Joy is a narcissist, and not too bright either. But I liked Aqua’s handle for her: “A Media Whore Meritorious.”
Jere Lull says
I agree, Zola. All she has to bank on is a so-so body she loves to show off. Then I look inside and there’s no substance; all fluff and added padding.
Skyler says
The thing I find most distasteful is that she criticizes Leah’s work while at the same time admitting she has never seen any of Leah’s work. Apparently she is OK with criticizing something based entirely on rumors and second-hand info and hearsay.
That is just NUTS!
P.S. I sure do wish I knew how to enter bold text. I see some people here who do it. I would have really liked to put the word “NUTS” in bold above. I usually use FireFox. Can anyone tell me how to make text bold when writing posts on Mike’s blog?
Jere Lull says
Skyler, it’s pretty easy if you know HTML: starts BOLD. ends it.
Jere Lull says
Oops! html STRIPS displaying the characters I used:”LT” B”GT” to start, “GT+slash+B”LT” to finish bold.HTML gets confused when it sees extra GT/LT characters. And I haven’t a clue these days how to get those characters displayed literally.
Skyler says
OK. Thanks anyway. I will try to chase it down and if I find out, I will let you know.
By the way, if you go to the “free advice site” called techguy.org, I will post a request for some help with this. Try going there in 24 hours and see if you can spot the post in which I will ask for help. I will try to come back here and post a follow up reply to let you know what happened.
Jere Lull says
I suspect it’s like the old escape characters in the early days of programming. My first computer course was 55 years ago. Not important, so don’t get too deep down a rabbit hole.
Sandy says
Media Whore Meritorious!! I literally just spit out my coffee!
Jere Lull says
Sandy, please don’t abuse the coffee OR your keyboard/screen.
OmegaPaladin says
I keep spreading the word about how Joy Villa is in an organization that supports forced abortions and destroying families. I’ve not heard her touted on the national stage, thank God.
Please remember that supporting Trump is not exclusive to believing Scientology is a wicked, destructive cult. I imagine she would get less popularity if people knew the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of.
Aquamarine says
Point noted and taken.
“I imagine she would get less popularity if people knew the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of”.
You just gave me an idea, Omega.
I have some relatives who voted for Trump PURELY because of abortion. They are highly educated and quite well off. They are also and have been for many years ONE ISSUE voters and that issue is ABORTION. They would vote for Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck if they believed it would end abortion. They are intelligent, aware, educated as such they do CARE about other issues, but abortion, ending it, overturning RVW, making abortion once more illegal in the USA is and has always been their primary issue, the rudder, one might say, that steers their voting.
They’re also comfortably retired and they follow politics.
I’m going to give them some background on Joy Villas and let them know that how she as a prominent Scientologist has insinuated herself into the Trump White House and the Republican Party, palming herself off as a black Conservative who is anti – abortion when in fact the Church of Scientology has had a history of not only ENCOURAGING abortion amongst its clergy, staff and public but insofar as its clergy is concerned, MANDATING it.
Thanks for the idea, Omega.
Jere Lull says
Aqua noted:
“They would vote for Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck if they believed it would end abortion.”
And the tRUMP isn’t Donald? Truthfully, I supported him over Benghazi-Hilary. No more, after what I’ve seen, though I don’t at all trust the guy who has been a professional politician ALL his “working” life.
Jere Lull says
Aqua, most folks will NEVER know “the kind of anti-family group she’s a part of”, because she SAYS, over and over, the party lines she’s required to maintain, that scn is a family- and religion-friendly place. Only those who dare look beneath her frothy surface and see blogs like this will learn the despicable truth of the scam she’s promoting.
GrumpyCat says
I guess $ea bOrg is a great place for perverts and rapists
Jere Lull says
Yup!, it’s a great place to be if you can keep those stats up and you steer clear of the arbitrary and capricious rules changes.
It was so liberating to return to the “wog” world which was quite a bit more sane and understandable. As long as you keep it between two consenting adults, you’re fine. On the other hand in the S.O., activities that many/most married couples find pleasant in the real world were illegal even between spouses. A confusing minefield that eventually broadened into “NO 2Ds allowed in the S.O. (If you’re not Dwarfenführer).” That twerp should have been RPFed for out-2D, as well as expelled for squirreling and altering ‘tech’. He’s the most effective SP in scientology’s history, crashing the stats and getting rid of everyone who didn’t agree with his suppressive ways. scientology will NOT recover as long as his altered policies remain in place, whether he’s still on top of the heap of excrement or not. I’ll celebrate when he gets what he truly deserves, which is NOT living better than most kings.
Dead Men Tell No Tales Bill Straass ( who else would make a comment like this). says
And as for the 2D, it virtually became that any 2D was ” Out 2D” This is because a read 2D is stronger than an individual and more of a threat to DM.
Using myself as an example, had my then wife not gotten me to a real doctor instead of the one on the Aflac commercial I would have been dead by March 03, years before Mike left and started this blog. Of course, this leads me to speculate on what Mike knew about my cycle (probably nothing) before I left the S.O. Even if he ordered the Captain Freewinds to tell my wife to send me into the ovens (and that is pure bullshit) I would lay down what’s left of my life for him just as the Captain Freewinds told a junior of mine in his office: Straass would lay down his life for this ship”.
I think that Mike is worth a lot more than a piece of MEST.
Gordon Weir says
The craziness of $ci is when it doesn’t work, (always) you did it wrong, you pulled it in or you pulled it in from a past life. So sad.
Loosing my Religion says
Gordon so damn right. So sad but also so evil. This finger pushed on a person and repeating ‘it’s you responsibility, it’s you!’. You can call it controlling people.
Crazy storm of lunatics. Meanwhile they allow and subscribe a ton of other super crap for the greatest good that will be promptly turn as a guilty to someone one day or the other.
So good to be out.
Jere Lull says
Right, Gordon. The thing Hubbard was best at was finding excuses why it didn’t work. Of course, the real reason could NEVER be HIM, now, could it? That solution was expressly excluded from consideration, to protect the guilty. People higher in rank, and now status, can’t be named as transgressors, because of course they’re blameless and innocent as the driven snow.
Jere Lull says
When I said, “they’re blameless and innocent as the driven snow.”, that WAS a “bit” sarcastic, if you were wondering.
Zola says
There is another reason…you are PTS, so the tech won’t work. But the message in your post is 100% correct, there is always some reason other than the tech itself is a failure.
Jere Lull says
Zola, if Tubby had spent as much effort making things WORK as he did inventing excuses why it didn’t, he might have developed something USEFUL, and not had to work so hard capturing new rubes.
Skyler says
Gordon Weir said: “The craziness of $ci is when it doesn’t work, (always) you did it wrong, you pulled it in or you pulled it in from a past life.”
I fully agree with you Gordon. But there is another way to look at this. That is like this:
When it doesn’t work, you must undergo expensive auditing or Sec Checks to learn what you did wrong. All the money it will cost you goes into the coffers of The Scam and some people who “handle” you get a cut of the proceeds. So, when you look at it like that, it is actually working really well – at your expense! The money keeps pouring in and they keep on laughing at you.
I hope you got yourself out of this con game. Best wishes to you!
P.S. Did you see that episode of South Park where Tom Cruise goes into the closet?
I believe it was Season 9 Episode 12. It shows all the higher ups in the scam laughing at people who have to pay extra for more auditing. I was thinking people who saw that would want to flee the scam at top speed!
Newcomer says
Wonderful RB! So very well done.